everybody need loves to live their life . love is everything . sometimes people says that love is blind . actually love is not blind . we are the blind one actually . don't you get it ? okay , let me explain . we went blind cause of we too obsessed attend our heart feelings . what i mean is macam kita terlalu nak melayan sangat cinta kita tu sampai kita jadi macam bukan diri kita sendiri . get it ? i've been in love before . i always try to be myself as well . but then he didn't get it . its too hard to find someones that really-really could understands us . but i trust ALLAH , one day i would get the one who can understands me as well . insyaallah . to some of my friends , living without couple is the worst thing ever in their life . okay , i agree with it . but then , i am only fifteen in age . i have long period to live in my life . i am still young . don't really know all about the couple thingy . i am hold on my mission which is , i have to study first without couple till i grade my spm and reach a good result . after that , baru lah nak ber-couple-couple ni . okay . pegang janji aku tu :) HAHA .
love not only to our lover a.k.a bf or gf . we also should love our family . korang beruntung still ada ayah . but not me . my father passed away 11months ago . honestly , i miss my father so badly . my life become worst since he passed . only ALLAH knows how's my live's going after he left . even i still have mother but my mom is not same as my dad . my dad's characters are funny , kind , sweet and many . i miss my dad's joke . i really-really do miss it . and now , my tears are flooding my keyboard . i coudn't ever imagine live without my father's love .
friends . the only thing can make me smile again . with their love , it makes my life turns bright again . even sometimes we're having some kinda complicated problem but then we can solve it as long as we can tolerating each other . thanks a lot to them cause willing to accept me as your friend as well . live without friend of cause makes me feel that my life is so meaningless . even i always do the bad thingy tapi korang harungi semua kekejaman dan kejahatan dan kenakalan aku dengan baiknya .*berapa banyak kali dan lahh =="* kebaikan korang sangat aku hargai even i didn't show it roughly to you .
i am so sorry to MUHAMMAD NABIL ASHRAF sebab selalu sakitkan hati kau . kalau tak aku yang selalu sakitkan hati kau sape je lagi kan yang bole jadi "best enemy" kau kan ? and to my old friend a.k.a in my old group friends , NUR SYAFIQAH , NUR SYAKIRAH , NUR FADLINA HANIM , and LAILATUL QADARIAH , if i have done a big mistakes towards all of you . i am apology . i am not a perfecto person . i have doing a lot of mistakes . i realize it :) and KHAIRUNISSA HASYIMAH , i am so sorry sebab pernah kutuk kau dari belakang . kadang-kadang kelakuan kita ada yang menyakitkan kan ? sorry weyy . to NUR HASLYNA , sorry kalau aku selalu bahankan kau . kalau tak aku yang suka merimaskan hidup kau , sape lagi je kan ? HAHA . and and MOHD FARHAN NAJMI , i am shooo shoooreyyy cause melayan kau seolah-olah "memberi harapan" . paham tak paham tak ? no matter what adik , i always love you and you are my adik forever :') always do remember our promise . tak kisahlah orang nak cakap apa , tapi kau tetap adik aku selamanya . tau tau ?? ;)
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PEOPLE , I WILL TRY TO CHANGE THE BAD THINGS OF ME . I WILL TRY TO BE GOOD NOT TO PRETEND THAT I AM SO GOOD OKAY . I WILL (:
