its like that my life now is meaning less. i feel so terrible and hate myself as well . like in hell yeah . i cried all day long yesterday with nonsense reasons . fool me ! i tried to act cool but the end , i can't control it . it feel so bad when we feel something's wrong . and i am now in that situation . i already ask an apology but then he/she/it/they just take it so seriously while it is only a minor problem . i am so sorry bout my stupid fucking an idiot words . i'm such a bad girl . believe me |:
peoples , last two days i had my kursus kepimpinan pengawas . well its quite fun but it still feel worse cause of the problem that falls on me :| grr--" it spoils my mood a lot doh . PATHETIC ! well the course runs the same as PRS-PSS course . so it feels bored sometimes . sorry |: in only my opinion i guess . and at the end my group lost . lil bit disappoint but its okay . i don't mind . everybody gets the reward . i get chocolate and jelly . its yummy baby :| .
and and theres so many incident that happened there . really challenging me . and made me happy sometimes . theres a lot of bitter sweet in there . i am not regret go there . lastly , i am truly be in the doldrums .
dear SYAFIKA ! wake up please , enjoy your days . be happy no worries :|
