yaa as you know this would be my second entry . like that is shown on the title above , WHY DOES MY LIFE ALWAYS END OF SADNESS THINGS . i cross my heart that i really really do HATE my life . i hate when it comes to sadness time . like the last entry before , i was told you that today is the HAPPY DAY . but now i guess that i was wrong . can i cry out loud ?
i hate myself . i hate the way i live . i hate the way i am . . i hate to all the things that i have . i HATE i HATE i HATE ! when this kinda cruel thing would be stop . i couldn't stands of it . i'm tired to be pretend that i was just fine , okay , happy or anything else . i'm tired of it . can you just tell me the truth so then i will understand what you feel or what you mean it so . sorry can'y stand it anymore . BYE !
